我甚麼都不是

你的資產比我多 願我的擔憂比你少
如若我沒你重要 未見得開心比你少

你愛惜的比我多 我只像微塵
有損失當我不要 多麼好縮小了的我
就算苦不算緊要

我甚麼都不是 我是二等兵士
因國捐軀都難 記於正史
我是九等天使 我做甚麼天都懶知
我甚麼都不是 帶著自己心事
想告誡只可請教牧師
然後便答我 你們再苦也如玩意

你的身份比我高 願我的資質比你低
寧願我是隻白蟻 木屑中開心的吃虧

你的戀愛比我傷 我只像微塵 就算傷口也很細
多麼好縮小了的我 讓痛苦都會很細

我甚麼都不是 我是二等兵士
因國捐軀都難 記於正史
我是九等天使 我做甚麼天都懶知
我甚麼都不是 帶著自己心事
想告誡只可請教牧師
然後便答我 你們再苦也如玩意

這麼寬廣的世界億個萬個也在捱
請不必將你我突然放大
我這麼小小到苦惱不配被了解
假使想輕鬆過我生涯
難免要讓自我縮細再拚命去踩

我甚麼都不是 我是二等兵士
因國捐軀都難 記於正史
我是九等天使 我做甚麼天都懶知
我甚麼都不是 帶著自己心事
想告誡只可請教牧師
然後便答我 你們再苦也如玩意

2007年10月23日 星期二

凹咖

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嗯嗯嗯嗯嗯嗯嗯嗯嗯嗯嗯嗯嗯嗯嗯嗯嗯嗯嗯嗯嗯嗯嗯嗯嗯嗯嗯嗯嗯嗯嗯嗯嗯嗯嗯嗯嗯嗯嗯嗯嗯嗯
開學了...啊哈哈...
最近有點小忙....都沒來整理整理了...啊哈...
沒關係,反正沒人會來這裡的XD

最近就是有些心情不好...=.=
還好臺灣的朋友介紹了一個遊戲...哈哈...一玩就上癮XD
叫做第五大街...哈哈玩跳舞的...哈哈啊....
在遊戲裡面我的家族有一個叫狗的說了什麼凹咖....
我看不懂...就去問我朋友=.=
原來是A的東西...=.=被他耍了.....=.=凸
ㄠ ㄎㄚ是指 作愛 為什麼呢? 因為呀 ㄠ 在這裡是指折東西的意思,ㄠ ㄎㄚ就是指折腳,相信是男的都知道一般正常體位的話(女下男上),男孩子必須要把女孩子的腳分開
在裡面很開心....因為超多妹的....
就是因為這樣...覺得很傷心....為什麼我會在這裡出生><
我要去台灣拉.....台灣的妹都很開放....哈哈...
不像這裡的...他ㄇ的都真的很難服侍...
我真的很不喜歡追女生這個過程....很煩很浪費時間很幹
喜歡就喜歡,不喜歡就不喜歡嘛...直接說不就好
幹嘛一定要經過這個娘娘腔的過程....好無聊=.=
唉...我累了...順其自然吧....哈哈....
反正我在遊戲有一個了XD
蠻正一下的妹......瓦哈哈...
對了前些日子在網上買了台灣籃球隊出產的衣服<態度>...哈哈...
總於收到了...超開心的XD
下次在幫它們拍照PO上來...瓦哈哈

最近都呆在家裡很久沒有出去了.....慢慢宅化中....就快變成所謂的阿宅了.....
哈哈....也該處去了....XD
嗯...27日在AFAMOSA有國際RAVE趴....哈哈.....應該會玩得很開心吧
呵呵...
好了...先寫那ㄇ多吧.....反正沒人看XD
回去遊戲了...等老婆上線...=.=但他夜校的....10點回來.....
出去喝茶好了.....掰掰

2007年10月8日 星期一

Show Me Tha Money

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剛洗完澡~~哈哈...終於有時間來這裡更新更新了@@""
首先我換了新的哈拉板chatbox...因為之前那個速度太慢了...弄到大家都累格Orz真不好意思
嗯嗯 上個禮拜跟哥哥還有朋友出去吃了早餐(什飯+什雪)...超飽的...QQ
之後利達打電話來找我...我嚇了一跳...因為他很少找我的...他說很悶不動有什麼東西做...我問他為什麼很悶就找我...他說我很多節目....暈...第一次聽人家這樣說我...真是太不了解我了...我說我等下要去星光山買錢包...問他要不要陪我...他就答應了...然後載我到那邊...先是他爸爸要買字...所以去了西米露那邊買了字...而且他還買錯...暈=.= 然後就去時代廣場那邊找我的錢包...結果沒貨!!!
算了...反正還有很多時間...就走到他們KL plaza的分店買...到了那邊看到了我的錢包QQ...但不辛的是...遇到了pavilion那間的那位女店員...汗...因為之前去pavilion時答應了她第二天要回去買的...結果第二天我很懶惰去...就爽約了...結果過了一個禮拜想要避開她去他們分店買...誰知道??!?緣分就是這麼一回事....當場給她罵了...=.=幸好我嘴砲強...最後還是開開心心的買了錢包...哈哈哈...
帥帥Tough錢包^^
這是我新錢包Tough的玉照XD



買了錢包過後去了金河找朋友...我朋友看到我罵了我=.=
說我欠人家錢沒還...害到別人今天不能出街.....其實我是忘記了...
不是不還...然後我馬上跟那位債主聯絡...他跟我說下個禮拜才還吧...哈哈...
之後在金河逛到7點...等小寶放工...
侵犯模特兒XD
逛街之間無聊來個侵犯模特兒XD


到了7點多小寶放工了...然後去perdana吃了晚餐...之間說到阿文的事....
很長一段故事...懶的講...故事大綱是這樣的...就是有人惹到阿文...
然後小寶說拜二一起去找人出來...幹一場...我就說好...
吃完之後回家了....這樣過了一個星期日...
接著經過了一番折騰...到了星期二(10月2日)早上阿文叫我出來吃早餐....
就跟他出去吃了...還有他媽媽跟他哥哥的女友大嫂一起吃...
先是伯母要買菜...然後去菜市場買了菜...東西放進車裡了...才一起去吃點心XD
吃完後...回到家...由於很累結果睡著了.....
睡到醒來...打給阿文問他在那裡...因為今天要幹架的...=.=
他說出事了...遲點跟我說了...我說好吧...
到了晚上他跟我說...他們去把對方打包了...但是我們有2個被警察抓了.....
ㄇ的沒有叫我去....很不爽...我也很想運動的嘛!!
被抓那2個就進去坐牢=.=ㄇ的他們又是要吃錢....這次是1個人2千...
這件事一直搞到星期五...朋友終於出來了...唉...失敗的社會...


星期四那天跟哥哥他們下了ruums...
今天一個瘋婆子...哥哥朋友的朋友....跟朋友玩冰塊...玩著玩著...不知怎麼突然我被颱風尾掃到...
她把冰塊一把塞進我衣服裡面...我想我當是也瘋了...我拉開她圍胸的...把冰塊放進去...= =
結果她來追我...我當然是跑了= =...逼了一下再回去的時候...她過來踹我屁屁....然後我當然是....
踢回她小妹妹了...之後提來提去...踢到累了才停...瘋婆子....=.=
之後我就跳我的舞....跳跳下她一直搶我帽子....我懶得理她繼續跳....她跑過來問我敢不敢跟她換衣跳舞...我當然是想都不想就說...來阿~誰怕誰?!...
結果就當場把衣服對調穿了....我穿了她的露背裝...我朋友都一直笑我...=.=
沒關係...我忍...還一直來跟我拍照...暈=.=
一直穿著露背裝跳...跳跳下保安突然看著我...我看了他一下...沒理他繼續跳舞...周圍的人都指指點點...囧rz...跳了滿頭大汗...突然想到拿她的衣服抹汗...剛好她不在...然後脫下來狠狠的把頭髮的汗大力的抹了....哈哈哈哈....之後把衣服換回來...一直玩到收場...出去時有人打架...
剛好朋友買了薯條...就一邊看熱鬧一邊吃薯條...噗...
兩馬人都爆光...警車在前面StandBy了...眼看沒戲唱了...就回家睡覺了...0.0
瘋婆子
瘋婆子+遜爆的V手勢
露背裝後面
露背裝後面
露背裝前面
MatThew+我
露背裝後面2
阿康手指+我性感的背後XD


昨天星期6(10月6日)阿扁生日...晚上在小雲頂那邊烤肉小聚聊聊天幫阿扁慶生...
之後去友力OldTown喝茶...然後回家睡覺了...0.0


今天星期日(10月7日)下午朋友打過來叫我還他錢...接著蓉慧打給我問我在那裡...我說在家等等回去金河...他說她在金河...我就說我到了大給她...我醒來整理好後...就去還朋友錢了....
到了那邊他正在戲院看戲...我就去滑輪場等他看完再把錢還給他...就跟朋友滑輪...
然後蓉慧打給我問我在那裡...我說在3樓...她說她在6樓...我就說等我..我現在過去...
到了6樓我打給她...她說她在leisuremall...我暈...之後我就回去滑輪場繼續滑輪.....
之後她又打來問我在那裡...我說在3樓阿...她說怎麼你還在3樓?!你不是說上來找我的嗎??...
我愣了一下...然後就想到了...原來是我搞錯了...其實我認識兩個蓉慧...因為在6樓哪個用不同號碼打來...所以我才沒認出來....而且她們聲音也差不多=.=所以才會突然在leisuremall又突然在金河...
我就叫她下來3樓...結果她說不用了...她要回家了...因為她媽媽來了...=.=我也不勉強她了...真是奇怪的事件...一直到了5點朋友看完戲了...過來找我...我還了他錢後...就去剪頭髮了...哈哈...
不知道為什麼每次去到那邊心情都會特別好...而且在那邊聊很久...大家都跟我很熟的一直哈拉到7點= =
我就回家了...
剛修頭髮
是不是很欠揍的表情呢...XD
到了8點多朋友來載我去看戲...@@
Resident Evil Extinction...超好看的...戲院音響真的很棒...而且片子的聲音製作也是國際水準的...
真的物超所值0.0...希望大家可以去看看...呵呵...女主角好漂亮QQ
過後去了友力喝茶...喝完過後就回家洗澡然後blogging了...噗
終於寫完了...好累...該睡覺了...=.=大家晚安
啵啵~~~^@^

2007年9月28日 星期五

意思是...?

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在成長的過程中...學到很多事情...
是不是我總是嘻皮笑臉...
你們就可以當我沒料到...?
是不是我跟你們開玩笑..
你們就以為我好欺負...?
是不是我沒有架子...
你們就可以跟我大小聲...?
是不是我所有的容忍...
你就可以得寸進尺...?
是不是我的善良...
你就喜歡來利用我...?
是不是我的好脾氣...
讓你覺得我娘娘腔...?


顯然的...答案是...
你不得不相信...人善被人欺...
這句話...可以跟世界同齡...
無論什麼東西...只要他夠善良...
他就一定會被欺負...
但是...很幸運的...我有一張不好欺負的臉...
所以我可以善良...
所以從來只有我欺負人...沒有人欺負我...
只要你被人覺得你是善良的...又是一臉好欺負的嫩樣...
你的人生...或許精采...或許黑白...
在於你是忍受...還是反抗...


但是在感情的世界裡...
千萬不可以善良...
除非你想在感情世界裡被欺負...
感情世界裡...
一言難盡...


我是真的想經營好我的人際關係..
但是我總是做不好...
我開始學習說話...
你會說話嗎...?
你只能說...你能
但是...你並不會說話...
真正的說話高手...
一定有很好的人際關係...
大家總是喜歡圍繞在他們身邊...
我能做到嗎...?


其實...是不是我喜歡開玩笑...
你們可以把我所有認真的話當開玩笑...?
是不是我笑著說話...
你就可以當我兒戲...?
好無奈...
什麼時候...妳才會....
信任...
我...?














我...一個人來到這裡....
我...一個人的走開...
我...一個人走過...所有...
我...就是...
一個人

2007年9月24日 星期一

what goes around...comes around

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Hey girl, is he everything you wanted in a man
You know I gave you the world
You had me in the palm of your hand


So why your love went away
I just can't seem to understand
Thought it was me and you babe
Me and you until the end
But I guess I was wrong


Don't want to think about it
Don't want to talk about it
I'm just so sick about it
Can't believe it's ending this way


Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it
I just can't do without ya
Tell me is this fair?


Is this the way it's really going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Should've known better when you came around
That you were gonna make me cry
It's breaking my heart to watch you run around
'Cause I know that you're living a lie
That's okay baby 'cause in time you will find...


What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around


Now girl, I remember everything that you claimed
You said that you were moving on now
And maybe I should do the same
Funny thing about that is
I was ready to give you my name
Thought it was me and you, babe
And now, it's all just a shame
And I guess I was wrong


Don't want to think about it
Don't want to talk about it
I'm just so sick about it
Can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it
I just can't do without ya
Can you tell me is this fair?


Is this the way things are going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Should've known better when you came around (should've known better that you were gonna make me cry)
What you were going to make me cry
Now it's breaking my heart to watch you run around
'Cause I know that you're living a lie
That's okay baby 'cause in time you will find


What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around


What goes around comes around
Yeah
What goes around comes around
You should know that
What goes around comes around
Yeah
What goes around comes around
You should know that


Don't want to think about it (no)
Don't want to talk about it
I'm just so sick about it
Can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it (yeah)
I just can't do without ya
Tell me is this fair?


Is this the way things are going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Should've known better when you came around (should've known better that you were gonna make me cry)
That you were going to make me cry
Now it's breaking my heart to watch you run around
'Cause I know that you're living a lie
But that's okay baby 'cause in time you will find


What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around


[Comes Around interlude:]


Let me paint this picture for you, baby
You spend your nights alone
And he never comes home
And every time you call him
All you get's a busy tone
I heard you found out
That he's doing to you
What you did to me
Ain't that the way it goes


You cheated girl
My heart bleeds girl
So it goes without saying that you left me feeling hurt
Just a classic case
A scenario
Tale as old as time
Girl you got what you deserved


And now you want somebody
To cure the lonely nights
You wish you had somebody
That could come and make it right


But girl I ain't somebody with a lot of sympathy
You'll see


(What goes around comes back around)
I thought I told ya, hey
(What goes around comes back around)
I thought I told ya, hey
(What goes around comes back around)
I thought I told ya, hey
(What goes around comes back around)
I thought I told ya, hey


See?
You should've listened to me, baby
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Because

(What goes around comes back around)

Tagged

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Tinker Tagged me =)

Children can answer better than most adults when it comes to love.
The question was
"What is love"?

The answers they gave were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think:


"When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different.
You just know that your name is safe in their mouth."
Billy- age 7


"Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other."
Karl - age 5


"Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs."
Chrissy - age 6


"Love is what makes you smile when you're tired."
Terri - age 4


"Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK."
Danny - age 7


"Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more. My Mommy and Daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss"
Emily - age 8


"Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen."
Bobby - age 7
(Wow!)


"If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate,"
Nikka - age 6
(we need a few million more Nikka's on this planet)

"Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday."
Noelle - age 7


"Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well."
Tommy - age 6


"During my piano recital, I was on a stage and I was scared. I looked at all the people watching me and saw my daddy waving and smiling.
He was the only one doing that. I wasn't scared anymore."
Cindy - age 8


"My mommy loves me more than anybody
You don't see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night."
Clare - age 6


"Love is when Mommy gives Daddy the best piece of chicken."
Elaine-age 5


"Love is when Mommy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than Robert Redford."
Chris - age 7


"Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day."
Mary Ann - age 4


"I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her old clothes and has to go out and buy new ones."
Lauren - age 4

"When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you." (what an image)
Karen - age 7


"Love is when Mommy sees Daddy on the toilet and she doesn't think it's gross."
Mark - age 6


"You really shouldn't say 'I love you' unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget." Jessica - age 8


And the final one -- Author and lecturer Leo Buscaglia once talked about a contest he was asked to judge.
The purpose of the contest was to find the most caring child.

The winner was a four year old child whose next door neighbour was an elderly gentleman who had recently lost his wife.
Upon seeing the man cry, the little boy went into the old gentleman's yard, climbed onto his lap, and just sat there.
When his Mother asked what he had said to the neighbour, the little boy said,
"Nothing, I just helped him cry"


When there is nothing left but God, that is when you find out that God is all you need. Take 60 seconds and give this a shot! All you do is simply say the following small prayer for the person who sent you this.

Father, God bless all my friends in whatever it is that You know they may be needing this day! And may their life be full of your peace, prosperity and power as he/she seeks to have a closer relationship with you. Amen.


Then send it on to five other people, including the one who sent it to you. Within hours you caused a multitude of people to pray for other people. Then sit back and watch the power of God work in your life.

P.S. Five is good, but more is better.

LIVE SIMPLY, LOVE GENEROUSLY, CARE DEEPLY, SPEAK KINDLY, LEAVE THE REST TO GOD