意思是...?

在成長的過程中...學到很多事情...是不是我總是嘻皮笑臉...你們就可以當我沒料到...?是不是我跟你們開玩笑..你們就以為我好欺負...?是不是我沒有架子...你們就可以跟我大小聲...?是不是我所有的容忍...你就可以得寸進尺...?是不是我的善良...你就喜歡來利用我...?是不是我的好脾氣...讓你覺得我娘娘腔...?

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顯然的...答案是...是你不得不相信...人善被人欺...這句話...可以跟世界同齡...無論什麼東西...只要他夠善良...他就一定會被欺負...但是...很幸運的...我有一張不好欺負的臉...所以我可以善良...所以從來只有我欺負人...沒有人欺負我...只要你被人覺得你是善良的...又是一臉好欺負的嫩樣...你的人生...或許精采...或許黑白...在於你是忍受...還是反抗...

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但是在感情的世界裡...千萬不可以善良...除非你想在感情世界裡被欺負...感情世界裡...一言難盡...

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我是真的想經營好我的人際關係..但是我總是做不好...我開始學習說話...你會說話嗎...?你只能說...你能但是...你並不會說話...真正的說話高手...一定有很好的人際關係...大家總是喜歡圍繞在他們身邊...我能做到嗎...?

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其實...是不是我喜歡開玩笑...你們可以把我所有認真的話當開玩笑...?是不是我笑著說話...你就可以當我兒戲...?好無奈...什麼時候...妳才會....信任...我...?













我...一個人來到這裡....我...一個人的走開...我...一個人走過...所有...我...就是...一個人

what goes around...comes around

Hey girl, is he everything you wanted in a man
You know I gave you the world
You had me in the palm of your hand


So why your love went away
I just can't seem to understand
Thought it was me and you babe
Me and you until the end
But I guess I was wrong


Don't want to think about it
Don't want to talk about it
I'm just so sick about it
Can't believe it's ending this way


Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it
I just can't do without ya
Tell me is this fair?


Is this the way it's really going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Should've known better when you came around
That you were gonna make me cry
It's breaking my heart to watch you run around
'Cause I know that you're living a lie
That's okay baby 'cause in time you will find...


What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around


Now girl, I remember everything that you claimed
You said that you were moving on now
And maybe I should do the same
Funny thing about that is
I was ready to give you my name
Thought it was me and you, babe
And now, it's all just a shame
And I guess I was wrong


Don't want to think about it
Don't want to talk about it
I'm just so sick about it
Can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it
I just can't do without ya
Can you tell me is this fair?


Is this the way things are going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Should've known better when you came around (should've known better that you were gonna make me cry)
What you were going to make me cry
Now it's breaking my heart to watch you run around
'Cause I know that you're living a lie
That's okay baby 'cause in time you will find


What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around


What goes around comes around
Yeah
What goes around comes around
You should know that
What goes around comes around
Yeah
What goes around comes around
You should know that


Don't want to think about it (no)
Don't want to talk about it
I'm just so sick about it
Can't believe it's ending this way
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it (yeah)
I just can't do without ya
Tell me is this fair?


Is this the way things are going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Should've known better when you came around (should've known better that you were gonna make me cry)
That you were going to make me cry
Now it's breaking my heart to watch you run around
'Cause I know that you're living a lie
But that's okay baby 'cause in time you will find


What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around


[Comes Around interlude:]


Let me paint this picture for you, baby
You spend your nights alone
And he never comes home
And every time you call him
All you get's a busy tone
I heard you found out
That he's doing to you
What you did to me
Ain't that the way it goes


You cheated girl
My heart bleeds girl
So it goes without saying that you left me feeling hurt
Just a classic case
A scenario
Tale as old as time
Girl you got what you deserved


And now you want somebody
To cure the lonely nights
You wish you had somebody
That could come and make it right


But girl I ain't somebody with a lot of sympathy
You'll see

(What goes around comes back around)
I thought I told ya, hey
(What goes around comes back around)
I thought I told ya, hey
(What goes around comes back around)
I thought I told ya, hey
(What goes around comes back around)
I thought I told ya, hey


See?
You should've listened to me, baby
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Because

(What goes around comes back around)

Tagged

Tinker Tagged me =)

Children can answer better than most adults when it comes to love.
The question was "What is love"?

The answers they gave were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think:

"When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different.
You just know that your name is safe in their mouth."
Billy- age 7

"Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other."
Karl - age 5

"Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs."
Chrissy - age 6

"Love is what makes you smile when you're tired."
Terri - age 4

"Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK."
Danny - age 7

"Love is when you kiss all the time. Then when you get tired of kissing, you still want to be together and you talk more. My Mommy and Daddy are like that. They look gross when they kiss"
Emily - age 8

"Love is what's in the room with you at Christmas if you stop opening presents and listen."
Bobby - age 7 (Wow!)

"If you want to learn to love better, you should start with a friend who you hate,"
Nikka - age 6 (we need a few million more Nikka's on this planet)

"Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears it everyday."
Noelle - age 7

"Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well."
Tommy - age 6

"During my piano recital, I was on a stage and I was scared. I looked at all the people watching me and saw my daddy waving and smiling.
He was the only one doing that. I wasn't scared anymore."
Cindy - age 8

"My mommy loves me more than anybody
You don't see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night."
Clare - age 6

"Love is when Mommy gives Daddy the best piece of chicken."
Elaine-age 5

"Love is when Mommy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is handsomer than Robert Redford."
Chris - age 7

"Love is when your puppy licks your face even after you left him alone all day."
Mary Ann - age 4

"I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her old clothes and has to go out and buy new ones."
Lauren - age 4

"When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little stars come out of you." (what an image)
Karen - age 7

"Love is when Mommy sees Daddy on the toilet and she doesn't think it's gross."
Mark - age 6

"You really shouldn't say 'I love you' unless you mean it. But if you mean it, you should say it a lot. People forget." Jessica - age 8

And the final one -- Author and lecturer Leo Buscaglia once talked about a contest he was asked to judge.
The purpose of the contest was to find the most caring child.

The winner was a four year old child whose next door neighbour was an elderly gentleman who had recently lost his wife.
Upon seeing the man cry, the little boy went into the old gentleman's yard, climbed onto his lap, and just sat there.
When his Mother asked what he had said to the neighbour, the little boy said,
"Nothing, I just helped him cry"

When there is nothing left but God, that is when you find out that God is all you need. Take 60 seconds and give this a shot! All you do is simply say the following small prayer for the person who sent you this.

Father, God bless all my friends in whatever it is that You know they may be needing this day! And may their life be full of your peace, prosperity and power as he/she seeks to have a closer relationship with you. Amen.

Then send it on to five other people, including the one who sent it to you. Within hours you caused a multitude of people to pray for other people. Then sit back and watch the power of God work in your life.

P.S. Five is good, but more is better.

LIVE SIMPLY, LOVE GENEROUSLY, CARE DEEPLY, SPEAK KINDLY, LEAVE THE REST TO GOD

好長一篇@@

想了好久...一打開...真不知從何下"鍵盤"=__=+
終於...想起要寫什麼了....@@
突然發現有國外的朋友走過我的部落格@@...謝謝你們的到來^^
記得留言哦@@你的留言是我的動力ㄚ^^
剛睡醒...先從星期5說吧....^^

話說星期5(2007年9月21日)
睡到4,5點起床...當然習慣性的打開電腦螢幕....
然後去刷牙尿尿...回到電腦前面...
查看信箱,上上friendster,看看部落格,看看msn,上blueserver找朋友....
結果ikanbilis(阿輝)有在線上...就跟他還有阿文打了2場...
之後去甲洞珍江kepong找阿輝喝茶,jusco等..之後他來了...
帶我去第一站喝茶first station@@
第一次見到他,有點肥,不過人很有親和力是個不錯的男生^^
如果女生要找好男人的話~記得找他哦~~~哈哈哈哈....=P
我們有6個人喝茶,輝跟他3個朋友(invalid,xxx,xxx)我跟我朋友(川)
喝完過後(阿輝請客,謝了=p)就去波樓撞球...哈哈....
結果我被阿輝掃!!!我只碰過2顆球就收Q了....= =
我朋友也輸4分...哈哈....真失落阿~~!!
然後11點多回到家...哥哥問我要不要去clubbing...
我當然跟他去了....=P
當晚喝了很多...跳shuffle跳到筋疲力盡...=(
當時我跟阿康正在跳著突然一個人走過來一起跳(要軋[battle]了)@@
然後我跟我朋友就停下來看他跳...我看到一半忍不住跑上前跟他軋了....
哈哈...很瘋狂...= =後面女生猛拍手圍著觀看....=P
之後我跳完了又一個人走過來跳(對方的朋友)然後我朋友就進去跟他軋了...哈哈
跳完過後...大家握了手表示沒有惡意@@" 好好玩哦0.0
回到家洗了臉想睡覺...結果在床上躺了1,2小時睡不著....大概是喝多了..不舒服..
就爬起來玩電腦...到了早晨7.30肚子很餓...去了麥當勞網站看了一看...想叫麥當勞的...
但想了想突然想吃點心=P然後打給川叫他起來吃點心...=.=
他說給我睡多一小時...過了1小時半我就打給他...然後就去吃點心了@@
到了這裡已經是22日星期六了@@...
點心好好吃哦...QQ吃的時候川給我看了他的白金卡(platinium card)...有2張...=.=
真羨慕...唉...我過多幾年一定要拿3張!!! 我要靠自己!! 不靠別人!! 男人就是要用自己的錢!!
吃完回到家大概11點多了....打了一場dota....中午要去打球的...
然後阿文說沒有球打...鬱悶...突然你完成不了時間表上的事情...那種感覺真的很.....幹!
沒辦法...2,3點突然覺得很累....然後躺在床上.....睡著了....
11點多起身...之間偉賢跟阿boy有叫我下clubbing....但是實在很累....所以拒絕了....對不起阿~~哈哈@@然後同樣的...開電腦螢幕....尿尿....
重複動作...然後就逗留在藍界了...= =
到了3,4點又去睡覺...=P
現在已經是22日禮拜天了@@
8點醒來...重複動作....懶的打了....到了11點阿文打來....問我要不要逛街@@
我當然說要啦....哈哈...
去了新開的那間購物廣場PAVILION逛街@@....
這裡好多名牌哦... = =適合有錢人的地方....=/
室內設計裝潢沒有想像中的漂亮...跟KLCC,谷中城這般上下罷了....
我最喜歡樓下的food court了...哈哈...好多東西吃啊!!!
可惜沒吃到哦....T.T
在Teddy Tales買了1對耳飾...^^

阿文買了一件衣0.0
之後去了金河...要去找Crystal的....=.=
但是他不敢見我!?!(她說老闆在不能出來...哈哈...)
然後就下去樓下....看到賣月餅的@@...
就買了一枚冰皮芋泥黃月餅!!

好吃好吃@@
其實家裡有很多月餅的....只是不知道為什麼沒有冰皮的....
偏偏我只喜歡冰皮的....唉~~人生不如意事常有89阿~
然後去了makmak吃東西....之後回家....
回家用了一下電腦很累...然後睡著了...剛好外面下著雨....
好好睡哦QQ~~
11點多醒來....做了惡夢....夢到我老師車禍去了....>"< 醒來是好像看到"朋友"在我身邊...大概是剛睡醒...神智不清吧.... 心理很平靜...之後電話有簡訊...開燈看了一看電話.... 1未接來電....3訊息...= =真佩服我自己沒被鈴聲吵醒....=P 然後1個1個回覆他們囉~ 打了電話過去找我老師....=.=沒人接....希望惡夢不成真>"< 之後我就在這裡了.....=.= 寫blog之間跟一個叫ice的網友玩視訊....這是他的貓樣=p


p/s: vivian you really hurt me...serious...

飄落後才發現 這幸福的碎片 要我怎麼撿

Follow the notes upon the journey

At the first sight marks one's destiney

Upon the voyage come to an end

Return lies with in hasty keys

下雨了　妳沒帶傘

你幹嘛都不說話啊

因為我問你什麼　妳都說是秘密啊

這是　我最喜歡的一首歌

為什麼要對你掉眼淚

你難道不明白　為了愛

要不是有情郎跟我要分開

我眼淚不會掉下來　掉下來

我閉上眼睛　是為了看清楚你

怎麼樣　想我啊

想啊　想你的音樂

你好像喜歡一隻手彈琴哦

因為這樣另外一隻手才可以牽妳啊

妳好像很少朋友

沒人喜歡我囉

怎麼可能

那你喜歡我嗎

我數過從琴房到教室總共１０８步

這我也數過啊　從我這邊到妳那邊一共５步

他　是我第一眼看到的人

所以只有他看得到我

我是小雨

我愛你

你愛我嗎

　　　　　　葉湘倫

不管我們能不能再見面

不管你會不會忘了我

我只想告訴你一個秘密

我愛你

　　　　　　　　　路小雨

回去的鑰匙是彈快的旋律

不能說的．秘密

fairytalestory

好久沒bloggin了0.0..大概有一星期了吧...?
其實不是不要也不是不想blog..只是...有時候只有一些東西可以寫...想等多幾天一起寫....
這一等就一星期了...= =真的...能寫完ㄇ...?
我略寫吧...哈哈....=P

繼續9月16日的...當天睡到下午起身...研究html語言到深夜2點...然後看了一下時間表...17SEPTEMBER2007--AUDIO EXAM ...暈...我還以為下星期才是...馬上打開筆記型電腦...猛K pdf文件...Orz

讀到17日早晨6點...嗯...睡到10點起身...準備好了去學院...就這樣考了...也不知道成績如何 = =

12點多考完...回家...睡覺...累= =

起身後深夜還是研究html語言...早晨5,6點睡覺...

18日想去facial...結果睡遲了...下午3點起身...還是研究html語言...到晚上7點..阿康問我要不要下RUUMS...我想去,但是明天有creative media 考試 = =...只好拒絕了...心痛T.T...

除了阿康...gay文也叫我出去enet打機...我想了一下就答應了=P...跟3個朋友打了2場之後又來了一個一起打最後一場...=P...回到家11點....讀書讀到.....5點...睡覺...

19日9點起身....10點多到考場(遲到)...12點多考完....回家...然後去facial...之後去了leisure mall買了幾片CD...
回到家4點多....睡覺!!!

6點時niki打電話吵醒我問我今天有沒有下RUUMS..我講很累..睡醒打給你...到7點阿康問我要不要去夜市...但是我很累..沒看訊息...直到8點多...看了才跟他說去...然後打給niki叫他先去夜市走走...

走到一半nicolas打給康講今天下ruums...= =剛好我也想下...夜市遇到很多朋友^^然後走完夜市10點多...

11點時去了alor為食街meet....12點多到ruums...好多(女)人阿~~~興奮=p

今天很開心0.0...認識了很多新朋友...shuffle到沒氣...>"<喝了不少...

3點回到家...洗了臉就睡著了...

20日...睡到11點多...去沖涼....12點多阿川打過來問要不要打羽球...@@

然後我就答應了0.0...2點到他家...然後去康樂麥當勞吃了午餐後...去了鳳凰對面打羽球....

結果...我很嫩...輸到慘慘...>"<回到家4點多....真的很累....一睡睡到晚上11點...之間niki跟max還有康電話又來(ignore them XD)....然後....我放靜音....睡....突然媽媽敲門問我要不要吃飯....想打人...Orz

然後醒來11點多...吃飯...沖涼洗臉....1點多...就在這裡了...=)

claim?

finally, i got the time to bloggin..=.=
for those who dunno mandarin...this time i use my broken english to blog....= =

the day be4 yesterday...i went to facial...its really sucked...= =
after that i bought some products from them...they wan me go home use it...omfg...
use it morning n night...i m a lazy fella...u know..?
when at night u felt really sleepy...will you spent 30mins to do facial?
at the morning...u were going to late the lesson...will you spent 30mins to do facial?
the answer is...no...= =
thats why...i said it sux..

then yesterday...i went out for lepak de...but...
i m bankrupt adee....= =
used all ma money to buy shoe...and kena saman...and...do hair...= =


here's ma new shoe...haha



and with ma old 1....haha very cute...i like them very much...^^

erm...yesterday...see ppl blogsite lo...and tryin to be fren wif those fuckin html language...
but they dun wan fren me?!
haizz.. dunno y every1 dislike fren wif me...?=(
untill midnight... my bro say bring me go out eat o....= =
then he kidnap me to brickfield there eat G cheong fan...= =
3am only come back...den see comic.... n continue wif that stupid language...
also leave many footprints in others blogs~~haha...=p

exam is around the corner...= =
going to study hard....= =
can i?!....hahhaa....
best wished for myself...^^,



p/s: i really unlike ppl ignore me...especialy on msn....
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3天份 3days 3hari

前天,星期一...跟nikki,小笨?去看了不能說的秘密...=)
仔細的把拍攝手法...視覺效果,聽覺效果都觀察了一下....
嗯,真的不能不稱讚他...= =
幾乎接近完美了...

首先要稱讚的是,劇情編者寫了一個很棒的劇情,可以講愛情篇寫成這樣,真的..只能說他有超人的想像力=)
然後是拍攝手法跟視覺效果,如果沒有對拍攝手法下過苦工,是拍不出這樣水準的電影,從一開始的校園,從天空俯瞰下來到二人身上的拍攝效果...可以想像攝影師坐在升降機上面慢慢拍下來....呵呵...接著是鬥琴,這裡很成功把鬥琴氣氛都表達出來了...用了音波追蹤法(自稱=P)在三角鋼琴裡面游走的電腦技術~跟劉偉強的手法有像到...=P接著是超越時空的表現手法...這裡大概不用多說了..大家都看到...=)

至於聽覺效果,各方面都做到很好了...但是我不知道戲院是dolby digital 還是 dts 聲音(一般DTS聲音比較細膩且真實)...耳機有耳機的聲音,舊琴跟新琴的音差,吉他聲,樂團聲,畢業典禮的live sound,聲音距離等等...都做到很好..=)

此片的敗筆是...爬過圍牆那一幕似乎很容易讓人發覺是從牆上跳下來跟只是在做爬牆動作而已=.=
以及拆舊校舍那幕...太過電腦視覺了...把緊張感都降低了(可以說是毫無緊張感= =)...

但是此片成功的是,把校園愛情很現實化的表現了出來,不會跟現實相差太遠以及逗趣的對白...呵呵=P

p/s:傑倫的字比倫美的字還要美@@(羨慕ing)

看完過後逛了一下speedy,看到頭文字D...買了下來...呵呵...回家又看了一遍= =
發覺他的演技真的有進步...同時也仔細觀察了一下他們的穿著跟拍攝手法等等...獲益良多^^

看完後,朋友突然叫我去ruums= =
然後11點多就跟哥哥出去ruums了(爸爸很不爽)哈哈...=P
今天人潮不多...就在那邊瘋狂shuffle了一晚....= =認識了很多心朋友....^^,
(很多人生日)

晚上4點回來...睡不著...看了兩集蠱惑仔...差不多7點才上床睡覺...哈哈....

p/s:這就是為什麼今天要寫前天的東西...真的太累了= =

昨天,星期二...原本要去打球的...但是有人沒叫我起床...睡到7點....然後讀了一下明天要考的東西....跟seven打了3場dota...五點上床睡覺....他媽的房間居然有老鼠.....=.=吵醒我...跟他耗了15分鐘....不知道跑去那裡了....就沒空鳥它=.=
回床睡覺!!...=.=

今天10點起身....睡了4小時左右= =....幹妳娘的死老鼠\./
梳洗好後就去college了....然後考試....完全...忘記了....只好出絕招了....抄書....= =
空了3題....心痛...= =
這個學期今天最後一天了....開始放假了....哈哈...爽....
2點回家路上....沒扣安全帶...被他ㄇ的白衣制服block=.=
"boss~ tarik satu tali pun malas kah?"
me:(笑)
"ic,lesen angat mari~"
me:(給)
"duduk di mana?"
me:(指ic) tun rzk~
(走過去check road tax走回來)說"sekarang saya mau bagi kamu satu saman ah=)"(暗示ing)
(saman就saman啦,跟我說搞淋咩!)
me: bang boleh bantu satu kali ka?
"macam mana nak bantu?"
me: bagi satu peluang la bang~ saya lupa ikat saja..=P
"peluang? macam mana? belanjar minum kah? sekarang sangat panas o~kalau mau bantuan cepat sikit"
me: belanjar minum? boleh la! sini rm20 nah...= =
"(收) tak dak lain kali tau?"
me: okok byebye(=.=凸)

回到家後拿了東西...然後去剪了頭髮...好無聊的一天...@@
5點睡了一覺...醒來就來bloggin了...=P
現在要去打dota了....= =
gay文等我寫完....哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈.....終於寫完了....XD

無聊...=)

覺得無聊...閒逛網站...弄了個爛爛的blog...=)

最近我迷失了...人生沒有目標,沒有目的...

真的很羨慕他人的生活...身邊總是圍繞一群朋友...

真心的...還有嗎?

呵...=)

很久沒有動手寫文章了....看著人們的文筆文采...真是自行慚愧...=(

我真的很想把字體寫好...不知道現在情書還有沒有用...=P

等下要考試了...一點感覺也沒有...還是最討厭的歷史= =凸

近來也愛上了網拍...瘋狂購物!!

期待w960i的到來...想快點換手機了...XP

其實有時候真的想依賴...但是有能讓我依賴的人嗎...?

看到別人在一起...有些羨目=P

已經忘了怎麼愛別人...習慣性的保護自己...漸漸的...開始忘記怎麼愛自己了...

總是一個人...有時候會有1點怕...有誰能給我陪伴嗎...?

可憐的雙魚寶寶...如今淪落得單魚...要學會逆游....躍上龍門...=)

以前寫的日記...是與老師的交談....如今的日記是...?

願不久能找到知心...=)

還是睡不著...想著究竟還有多少人在同樣時間裡跟我幹著相同的蠢事(blogging)...=P

其實我真的覺得blogging是件很白痴的事....= =

沒辦法...誰叫我是白痴...=P

晚安